I just wanted to take a moment to scream! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHH!

Okay that is better. lol.

I am sure many people can relate to the pressues and stresses of school or college. I know when I was in high school I thought it would never end and that all we ever did was homework. GOSH was I was silly and nieve. The moment I got into college, I was slapped in the face with a MOUNTAIN of homework. Every single day for 2-5 hours aday. Some days it would be close to and perhaps over 10 hours easily. The work load definitely increases 100 fold. But its such an incredible feeling when you finally reach the end and you can see the finish line ahead. When I think of how much work I did and what a ENOURMOUS commitment it was, I cant help but feel like I have accomplished something. I feel proud of myself for sticking with it as I wanted to quit so many times. I didnt realise I was stronger than I thought I was. Anyways I am just spreading da love so-to-speak. I feel good about college. I have a few days to go before graduation day so its very scary and exciting at the same time. Anyways the stress levels definitely hike right up there. I have been feeling so strained physically. They said sleep was when you die, and I guess when you at college that couldn't be closer to the truth. I hardly ever get time to sleep anymore. Especially the last month at college. Anyways... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzssss

Anyone seen the Animated Croft series? I absolutely LOVE it. I have watched those episodes again and again. I never can get enough of Lara's attitude, her wit and her sarcasm. Its ridiculously hilarious! if you dont know what I am talking about, I suggest looking up Animated Croft by TombRaiderTrailerMan on youtube. you wont be sorry. hahahaha! Maybe its time they give Lara a NEW attitude. I think the witty sarcasm is a great place to start. Whats even more funny is how in just about EVERY episode someone is trying to kill Alister. Its funny because I actually liked the guy. I felt sorry for him in TRU. Oh well. hehe.

I didnt post the link as I am not sure if I R allowed to. But definitely look it up if you have a moment.

Cheers,
Take Care.
Don

Its funny how sometimes when you think everything in your life is going the way you want and things are greater than ever, life will throw a curve ball straight at you so that it hits you right in your heart. I recently got my heart broken by someone I loved more than anything. By a person who was my world and who I would do anything for. It really sucks when you have to let that person go when all you want is to stay together. Its hard to not be selfish. I am sure many people have had their hearts broken. It really really sucks. I never expected this and it has completely turned my world upside down. I can hardly sleep or eat. My mind is going in circles over this. I cant get this person out of my mind. She is all I ever think about. Its so difficult because she was the One! The one I wanted to marry! The one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Its hard working through the emotions of heart break. One moment I will be fine, the next I am all over the place. I am either sad or I am angry. I am either in denial or wonder what if... Its so difficult. The only thing that can heal a broken heart is probably time... Its hard to focus on anything else. This happened at the WORST possible time. We were planning our Christmas together and everything! It feels like such a HUGE disappointment. I am crushed.

What is the best way to move on? How do you get that person out of your mind? They are everywhere you look. Everywhere in your home and all over your life. When you share so many years with a person it makes it ten times harder. How do you let go of the dreams and hopes you had? The plans? Everything??

Cheers,
Don